Dear My dear
As the sun killed the night i sit,
on my both bleeding knees, crying.
Was it that bad?
A wall of soft redemption had collapsed over me, there is no way out [iamsureyouwouldhavelaughed]
There's so much i want to tell you friend!
was it really that bad?
the karaokemachine is rusty, because it's not the same without you, why sing? there's no joy..[Whydidyoudoit?]
Nothing seems exciting.
was it so bad it hurt?
in my refelection in the mirror i can sometimes see your eyes, big and bright, yet troubled.[ihopethereisaheaven]
it's haunting me
what was bad enough to jump?
are you happy now? is the pain gone? did it work? are you lonely? i mis you...i mis you.[doyoumisusto?]
it's so bad it makes me feel like jumping to...[neverwilipromiss]
Rest In Peace
Joost middelkoop
1985-2007