Hard words thrown into the atmosphere
They hit you and I know you want to disappear
If words could cut you would almost bleed to death
But instead you try to act as if you are deaf
You yell back and try to look tough
But you know that won’t heel the wounds enough
You heard enough and turn away
Going to your room, an almost safe place to stay
Closing your eyes to disappear
Trying to run from the things you fear
Running to the world inside your head
A place where pain is dead
A world of fragile pieces you try to hold together
Somewhere you would like to stay forever
But the voices shout at you again and you’re back into reality
Back in the world of hate, egoism and vanity
You have to act like you’re concrete, but you’re more like crystal glasses
Trying to survive the daily routine as time passes
But when everyone is quiet and you can only hear yourself breath
Then you close your eyes again to leave
You fall into yourself, going back to the place where pain is dead
And then you are in the world made of fragile pieces inside your head