i hurts when i think of all the memories

it are raped memories they only hurt

dunno what if bin true
i hate myself like hell
what i did't to my parents brother sister

i'm jsut a kid and life is a nightmare
but the saddest part of whole this fucking life is that it will only ends when i'm dead

bye bye painfull toughts bye bye raped memories

byebye to myself

give me a knife i will kill myself whit alot of pleasure because i know i will be death after it so bye pain memories bad toughts

i love it

3weeks later i'm lying on the floor blood is dripping of my body

the last thing i tought about whas yay i'm daeth thaks god for al the good things you gived me

5 weeks later it's my funiral alot of people crying screaming scared i can see the fear in there eyes

i ssse because i'm a soul a ghost a spirit
sad that i see my parents crying but at least my raped memories are gone

!3!3!3!!3