Suicide Note
Hi mum,
I’m probably found dead by now, otherwise you wouldn’t found this note,
you should now that I couldn’t hold my tears during the time that it was wrote.
I hope not to harm your feelings, hurt you or to make you sad,
I only hope you come together, together you and dad.
That I’ve come to this decision hasn’t anything to do,
with the divorce of you and dad, or the way I feel for you.
I’m just feeling like a stranger in the world I’m living in,
and I want to end this feelings by starting a begin.
I still love Joanna and I can’t handle with her death,
I want to tell her that I love here, and that she feals my breath.
I jut can’t forget her smiling, the world can be so unfair,
that it took her live but didn’t, took me with her there.
Time has come now my decision, I want to share you my relief,
but I know you will start crying, so see here a handkerchief......
I focus on my left hand and then I make a fist,
with my right hand I take a knife, make the decision to end my life,
so then I cut my wrist.
I keep on writing till my hand stops, oh and excuse me for the bloodstain,
but every blood drop on this paper is one drop less of pain.
I’m really really tensed by now and afraid of where I’m going to,
will there be a guardian angle or a tunnel where I’m walking trough.
I’m losing it, I’m losing it, all my strength has flown away,
I can’t even cross my hands for making my last pray
I love you mum, oh God I thing I start to cry
Keep on living mum you have to.......+BY+
+_+
I’m probably found dead by now, otherwise you wouldn’t found this note,
you should now that I couldn’t hold my tears during the time that it was wrote.
I hope not to harm your feelings, hurt you or to make you sad,
I only hope you come together, together you and dad.
That I’ve come to this decision hasn’t anything to do,
with the divorce of you and dad, or the way I feel for you.
I’m just feeling like a stranger in the world I’m living in,
and I want to end this feelings by starting a begin.
I still love Joanna and I can’t handle with her death,
I want to tell her that I love here, and that she feals my breath.
I jut can’t forget her smiling, the world can be so unfair,
that it took her live but didn’t, took me with her there.
Time has come now my decision, I want to share you my relief,
but I know you will start crying, so see here a handkerchief......
I focus on my left hand and then I make a fist,
with my right hand I take a knife, make the decision to end my life,
so then I cut my wrist.
I keep on writing till my hand stops, oh and excuse me for the bloodstain,
but every blood drop on this paper is one drop less of pain.
I’m really really tensed by now and afraid of where I’m going to,
will there be a guardian angle or a tunnel where I’m walking trough.
I’m losing it, I’m losing it, all my strength has flown away,
I can’t even cross my hands for making my last pray
I love you mum, oh God I thing I start to cry
Keep on living mum you have to.......+BY+
+_+
Reacties op dit gedicht
| : | Donderdag, november 01, 2001 22:45 |
| Hay, Ik hoop dat je nog leeft en besloten hebt dat je Joana waarschijnlijk gelukkiger maakt door op aarde te blijven dan bij haar te zijn!!! |
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| poison_girl: | Donderdag, september 27, 2001 18:45 |
| doe de groeten aan kurt cobain(nirvana)als je hem ziet. | |
| verena: | Maandag, augustus 06, 2001 20:45 |
| zeer doordringend | |
| ...: | Zondag, juni 17, 2001 21:33 |
| I'm impressed, but please don't do it. I know the world can be hard, but it has it's good moments 2... |
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| zilla: | Zaterdag, januari 27, 2001 19:10 |
| ik ben erg onder de indruk van jouw gedicht, maar doe het niet, het leven is veel te mooi... | |
| arte: | Dinsdag, oktober 10, 2000 17:05 |
| *zucht* wat klinkt dit toch bekend! Ik moest echt ff zwaar slikken toen ik dit las en een eenzame traan vond een weg naar buiten. mooi verwoord en hoop dat je blijft schrijven groetjes |
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| gabriella: | Dinsdag, oktober 10, 2000 11:13 |
| Lieve Lieve Vincent!!!!!!!!! Wat ik hier lees weet niet wat ik er op moet zeggen Ik ken je niet maar voel je verdriet Maar alleen dat ben je niet Doe het niet please liefs gaby xxx |
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| : | Maandag, oktober 09, 2000 13:46 |
| I dont knowq why but I started to cry when I wrote this... | |
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| Auteur: VinCent | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: cartooneke | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 01 januari 1970 | ||
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