There is a feeling inside of me,
wich i never knew it whas even there,
im losing grip of it,
its taking over me and i try to fight back,
not believing the voices talking trash inside my head,
now i know how much my past is taking its part in my life,
how much it take me apart,
you really hurt me with those little things you did,
never knowing how much you cut my heart open,
no you was so blind and blind
i finally found this boy,
who i give my heart and my life for,
but thanks to you i never trust "love" again,
i will be allways arfraid it will happen again,
always be prepaired to be left alone again,
every time these thoughts are flying around in my head,
about cheating, another girls and shit,
beacause of you i will never know,
because the scars are still there,
reminding me of you,
and those horible days i lived in,
those sleepless nights i cried,
no you will never know it,
but i will fight back,
and some day i will win this fight,
so i know how to trust my love,
and keep living happely ever after.