To die, To drink
(13-04-'08)

For a while I seem to forget
Your voice, your face
I still regret
The mistakes that you made

You did return
You been 3 moths here
Without noticing it.
But you never cared

I keep on drinking
more alcohol
hoping it will fade
once more

You died and also did I
Keep on drinking,
to survive

I’m tired of it all..
Hoping that the alcohol will kill me somehow.

I die and I drink
I smoke and Pretend everything
The strength dies again,
The end is all I have

Every time I think of you,
I drink some more
I die slowly just by the thought your still here
In this world

You’d run away
That is the weakest way out
You could have chosen a different way
To be honest and clear for once.

Your liar don’t you see..
Your faking again
I start drinking
and I pretend

Will you ever pay for your crimes?
Do you have the guts to go on and play with fire?
Is to hard for you, to face your conscious?
You Liar

I don’t like to be in this world
So I keep on drinking some more.
But at least I didn’t run
Father I will see you again
In Tartarus

Faking and pretending, is thing that I do
I regret
Every moment that I ever had with you
Just stay away Liar

You are a faker
You are a breaker
You are a taker
A big mistaker

I try to realise that your never come back
I try to see the pain you left, still I break

Feeling responsible for you crimes
And it kills me
I try to carry the damage
but I cant feel it no longer, so I just drink

Try to realise ,
Try to find an answer to it al
Liar that you are,
Fake it all , then break it all

See what you’ve done..
Now I’m responsible for your crimes
I will not carry your blame no longer
You LIAR

I dont ask for much
Just hear me shout
What even can I say
JUST GET ME OUT

Drinking is a way to die
but in the end ..
Dying is a way to drink.

* Till the end*