I know what I should be doing
But it’s all just to confused
Such a perfectionist but my world is a chaos
Just a helpless moron, that’s what I am
Asking God for help, but why should He help me?
I’m not worth His mercy
I know I have to do the right thing
But I’m just too weak although I’m strong minded
An easy victim for temptation
Misled by things that promise pleasure,
But what is poison for my soul
I can’t forget my mistakes and fearful memories
Haunting me, even in my dreams
Sleepless dreams drive me to insanity
A wrecked mind with no ending
People who guide me fall out of sight
They couldn’t keep their promise
Leave me behind, because I’m like trouble in Paradise
I’m like the apple Adam got from Eve,
A small thing that causes disaster
All the bad news always comes at once
Hits me like a brick
And every time it’s harder to recover
I’ll keep bleeding and the pain won’t stop
But I really don’t want to give up
I’ll keep on struggling
Need some guidance, but why should I deserve that?
I’m like the apple Adam got from Eve,
I cause nothing but trouble