Than I hear you all laughing
Making fun about memories of the day
I wanted to be with you all
I really wanted to stay
Instead of that I was leaving
I walked away
It’s about not having a choice
Go because I was forced
But when I’m hearing all the noise
I wanna go back again
I cannot sleep
I want to speak
I want to speak
About not wanting too
Afraid for the next day
But not having a solution
Not knowing what else to do

What is my future
Is this what I really want
Let you all downstairs
While you’re not hearing me
And thinking allright, whatever, who cares?
What am I
What will I be
Time is moving on
Speeding up without a break
It’s time for choosing
Distinct the real from the fake
Stop with the doubting
Do something
Stop with the useless shouting
And quit with writing this down
It won’t help breaking out
My own imaginary town.