I hope you're doing fine out there without me
cause I'm not doing so good without you
the things I felt you never knew about me
were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all these fears
of living without you for the rest of my days
I'm sorry I couldn't always find the words to say
Please don't get me wrong I am happy for you
I just wished it would've turned out otherwise
it was you who made me feel happy in a life of tears
even if it wasn't ment to be forever