I walk a foggy road
I walk with a smile on my face but inside I don't see anything to smile at
I walk to nowhere
I walk straigt ahead but I don't move
I walk with people but I don't know them
Inside I cry
Inside I feel anger
Inside I am numb
Inside I feel alone
Sometimes I can hear myself say: "Why not stop life"
but I can't do that
I am not afraid off death but I am not thrilled about living either
Only one thing keeps me here and that is
I will never stop fighting
I will never close the book before I have read it from front to back
I will never stop because maybe it will end well