Try so hard to disregard..


She’s taking over
I can feel her boiling in my skin
Blood forsaken
This is just a begin
Of trust and love
Broken swords
Knifing through
The edge of
A ruined smile
Wondering why
I went away
Feeling this rage
For a dove in her cage
Trying to hide
What comes undone?
Throwing things out in the sun
Fighting the moon
As she passes
Around the asses
Of boiling blood
So angry now
She is here
I can’t deny
I want her gone
Try to fly
But my wings crumble
Under her weight
As she takes over
Am I too late?
I fight so hard
Try so hard
To understand what makes her smile
The smell of blood and a calming pain
Please stay sane
I need to be so
Otherwise I hurt
Love and all that other dirt
My natural strength
Fades away
Please, I beg my sanity, stay
I can’t give in
The temptation to sin
To hurt and burn all around
Smashing things into the ground
I need to stay
Behave and all
But I’m so close to my fall
I’m afraid to go the road
That brought nothing but a load
Of depression and hate
This is NOT my fate
I need to rest
So I’m awake
And stronger than her
The wrenched snake