I wonder from time to time.
Not often but not little enough for me to think that I don't still love you. I wonder what you're doing and if you're happy. I wonder if you think of me from time to time. I wonder if you'll call me one day.
I know you won't but from time to time the thought comes unbidden.
I wonder who you are inside,
every corner of your mind,
every thought that runs through your head.
I wonder what it's like
to fall out of love with you,
for being in love with you like this
is tearing me apart,
end to end,
piece by piece
until nothing's left.