My spirit has left my body
My body that loved me
Slowly I want to touch it
But it rejects my soul
I see my body outside of me
I want to go back to who I used to be...
I want to be that happy person
I want to see the sun
But cloudes chase me everywhere I go
I don't wanna be afraid to show
To show the real me and my own body
I wanna push them far away..
then can I finally say:

'I have win this battle inside of me
I can truly be who I wanna be?
Can I finally live without fear?
To accept my own body
That everyone don't see
The pain I have for me
Please let it go away..
o please go, dear...'

The pain I have to go threw
is not the pain a normal person do
I have to be strong for all words
Just to survive to be worth