Why can't I look into the mirror
Just like everyone else
Why am I afraid to see myself

No one can understand why
I hate myself
And I know I'm ugly... so you don't have to tell me

At the moment
I want to cry
But I can't

It feels like I can't move anymore
A smile can't help anymore
But tears can set me free

Why wont they come when I 'like' that
I don't care how it ends
It must come out before I exploded

I want to look in the mirror
But on my way to the mirror
I'll go back

And then I hate myself even more
What's the reason that I can't
What can help me to do it once

The first step in the right direction
Is one to the future
But now it feels like falling down

And no one understands