Away
I think I’ll run away again
Why, why, why?
Do they understand?
I’m just so fucking lonely
And my breath will make you cold
Open your hands and look between them
To see this death body you hold
I think I maybe am afraid to fade
But I am not afraid to die
Instead I’m just afraid to lose you
Before that last tear from my eye
You gave me your hand and I hold it
As long as I can
But things still change
And I slip away
Far from you, I don’t understand
I beg you to stay
Then turn my back on you
I want to be alone, maybe
No! I want to be with you
But I’ve become so cold
That my heart turned black
I want to leave this circle
But can’t find my way back
To look into your eyes without any fear
To be really with you, far away from here
‘Cause I don’t remember the start
I forgot what it was
What I’ve been as a kid
A child, with a name
Now I’m drowning my sorrow in wanting the fame
Of someone I am not, who I’ll never be
But I can’t accept that she’s too perfect for me
‘Cause I’ve wanted to touch her
From the day that we met
But they showed me some bad things
I will never forget
So what am I doing?
Who am I now?
Now I feel like I leave you
Already miss you somehow
Though you stay close here by my side
And I’m thankful and hope that you catch me in my flight
When the time comes I truly run away
‘Cause I can’t promise you that it’s possible to stay
Without being afraid, without losing ground
Without having a row with you, without making a sound
I’m so fucking afraid that I’ll finally fade
Before this is over … it cannot be too late
Why, why, why?
Do they understand?
I’m just so fucking lonely
And my breath will make you cold
Open your hands and look between them
To see this death body you hold
I think I maybe am afraid to fade
But I am not afraid to die
Instead I’m just afraid to lose you
Before that last tear from my eye
You gave me your hand and I hold it
As long as I can
But things still change
And I slip away
Far from you, I don’t understand
I beg you to stay
Then turn my back on you
I want to be alone, maybe
No! I want to be with you
But I’ve become so cold
That my heart turned black
I want to leave this circle
But can’t find my way back
To look into your eyes without any fear
To be really with you, far away from here
‘Cause I don’t remember the start
I forgot what it was
What I’ve been as a kid
A child, with a name
Now I’m drowning my sorrow in wanting the fame
Of someone I am not, who I’ll never be
But I can’t accept that she’s too perfect for me
‘Cause I’ve wanted to touch her
From the day that we met
But they showed me some bad things
I will never forget
So what am I doing?
Who am I now?
Now I feel like I leave you
Already miss you somehow
Though you stay close here by my side
And I’m thankful and hope that you catch me in my flight
When the time comes I truly run away
‘Cause I can’t promise you that it’s possible to stay
Without being afraid, without losing ground
Without having a row with you, without making a sound
I’m so fucking afraid that I’ll finally fade
Before this is over … it cannot be too late
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| Gecontroleerd door: Marina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 04 oktober 2008 | ||
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