I feel so heavy, really tired of what
I’m carrying right now.
I wanted to howl and tell him what’s
Bothering inside,
But I’m too weak, I just want to say goodbye.
There’s so much I wanted to do,
Like be someone he can talk and turn to.
But I guess I cannot listen anymore.
I’m almost deaf, it’s just better to say goodbye.
I did dream, I wanted to fight.
But if I go on it would mean unbearable pain.
So I opt to give up than try,
Coz it’s worst than saying goodbye.
I tried to listen to reasons,
It did not give me answers, only a reality.
That we’re friends and he want someone else.
But I can’t pretend anymore,
Coz inside it is really hurting.
Still I’m wishing him well,
Yet I’d rather say goodbye.