Black
Living in a black world,
unable to figure out what is wrong,
the only possible road seems the one that would end everything forever.
Yet from time to time,
you would love to take that road.
You wouldn’t mind ending it for always.
If you think it’s weird,
well then you never felt the pain of feeling useless.
The feeling that says: who cares, it doesn’t change anything.
But don’t worry,
I would never kill myself.
And someday I’ll figure out what is wrong.
But for now,
I need someone who understands what I mean.
Someone who can make me feel, like I am something.
I need to know, if there is someone where I make a difference in their life.