Life scares me , what is real
the days are hard , difficult to deal
Sit and wait for the day to go by
For years and you still dont know why

Things are not alright
Im fed up i want to step in the light
Always thinking always tired
Please can you tell me how im wired

Fruitless actions no gain
Only fake memories in a picture frame
Heartless desires nothing i like
Im afraid and questoning when will they strike

I dream away in thoughts and dreams
Where everything is better than here it seems
Thrown back into reality where its stone cold
I dont deserve it i have been told

I,,, lost my confindence in tomorrow
I've only seen pain and sorrow
I want to change i want to LIVE
I want to breathe i want to give