Falling apart

Papercuts from the queen of spades
Are making me bleed in small amounts
Her lamina tongue cuts right trough me
While I’m bound inside her pressure room
I had never seen so many spiders in one room
And so much dirt for them to crawl upon
As they crawl towards me I start to shake
So many of the to devour so few of me
A million unbearable bites through flesh and skin
Just to eat away what’s left of my heart
I feel like a field under a plague of locust
Like a dead animal being eaten by maggots
Like some creature slowly disintegrating
Like an old woman sitting in a chair waiting to die
I just wish I had no eyes
So I didn’t have to see myself in such agony
And that I had no feelings
So I didn’t have to feel such heart aching despair
She must be so proud
Seeing I am already having nightmares
Of her dumping my remains
In some dark water river only recognisable through dental research