Staring outside,
I see the darkness.
A darkness reflected in my heart.
The stars you would see
On an unclouded night.
They aren’t there right now.
Just like they aren’t in my heart
Where they haven’t been for a long time…

Sometimes I think they would come back,
Just with the passing of the time..
Now I know this isn’t the case.
Now I know I can’t do this on my own.
My friends can’t help me
Neither can my parents.
They don’t understand what’s wrong
They don’t know how to react.
They try..
The definitely do..
But they can’t,
They just can’t!

No one is allowed near,
No one can enter my heart,
I’m too scared to get hurt.
Too scared to hurt anyone else but me.
So no one can come close
Not until I’m okay again,
back to the girl I used to be.