my mama didn't want me
My mama didn't want me
She only liked me when i was a little baby
Me growing up
Was like a war she couldn't stop
But i'm here now
So i'm gonna make it work somehow
Getting jealous of the love i used to get
Longing for the lost love she never had
It was hard looking thrue her eyes and see
That i was that kind of girl she always wanted to be
The jealousy made her blind
My mama's love was hard to find
I couldn't understand and asked myself why
And a lot of times i broke down and cry
But i always picked myself up when it was tough
When my sister was born, life got even more rough
In mam's eyes i was out the picture now
Live my life all alone somehow
My sister stole her heart
Just like i did in the start
I can feel the pain inside
I can't believe her love for me has died
But this is how it is
I hope she treats you better little sis
The truth is hard, but it's real
Probably time will make my wounds heal
I thank God on my bare knees
That he carried me along thrue deep sees
The road has taken me here
The past has learned me not to fear
I can make it all alone
Untill now i did it on my own
She only liked me when i was a little baby
Me growing up
Was like a war she couldn't stop
But i'm here now
So i'm gonna make it work somehow
Getting jealous of the love i used to get
Longing for the lost love she never had
It was hard looking thrue her eyes and see
That i was that kind of girl she always wanted to be
The jealousy made her blind
My mama's love was hard to find
I couldn't understand and asked myself why
And a lot of times i broke down and cry
But i always picked myself up when it was tough
When my sister was born, life got even more rough
In mam's eyes i was out the picture now
Live my life all alone somehow
My sister stole her heart
Just like i did in the start
I can feel the pain inside
I can't believe her love for me has died
But this is how it is
I hope she treats you better little sis
The truth is hard, but it's real
Probably time will make my wounds heal
I thank God on my bare knees
That he carried me along thrue deep sees
The road has taken me here
The past has learned me not to fear
I can make it all alone
Untill now i did it on my own
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Irdana: | Woensdag, februari 18, 2004 12:44 |
| hoi,lady C,een beautifull gedicht,misschien een kleine troost dat het niet alleen bij jou voorkomt. van dicht bij mee gemaakt. ik wens je heel veel geluk in je verdere leven meer liefs wil ik wel maar kan ik je niet geven. maar ik weet zeker dat jij het zal maken in je leven. hou je taai liefs irdana |
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| chantal: | Zaterdag, april 06, 2002 23:14 |
| je moeder zou beter geen kinderen nemen.. als ze alleen van kleine kinders houdt, ik hoop dat je vader beter is en dat je gelukkig wordt want u moeder is het niet waart om heel je leven omzeep te maken!!! | |
| Quira: | Woensdag, april 03, 2002 23:08 |
| ok.. muggenzifterij misschien, maar ik moet dit even kwijt, ten eerste alijd 'ik' met een hoofdletter, dus 'I' ipv 'i', dat leest gewoon veel beter. en 'true' ipv 'thrue' verder ben ik ong. twee keer dwangmatig rijm tegengekomen, of wel mooi woord ze daar ook voor bedacht hebben. namelijk bij life got even more rough en bij Probably time will make my wounds heal vooral die tweede leest heel raar. maar verder, het gevoel komt mooi naar voren, en daar gaat het waar |
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| Wieke: | Woensdag, april 03, 2002 20:55 |
| Heel mooi!! Very nice!!!! | |
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