wandering in my room
my prison of torture
feeling time pass me by
& as seconds become minutes,
minutes become hours
untill the night falls over me
and the devil is summoned
the atmosphere changes
the blackening fog swirls all around me
slowly swallowing me
making me stumble and fall
deeper and deeper
into his mindcracking madness
my heart grows colder
my soul is trembling
and crumbling bit by bit
as the knife's racing trough my mind
erasing joy and laughter
leaving bloody trails of numbness
slaying every spark of hope
but once dawn comes crashing in
this all is forgotten
& scars are forbidden
safely hidden beneath fake smiles
there's nothing left to do
then to pick up the pieces
and collect the remains
of your shattered heart
dragging them troughout another neverending day
waiting for the night to come
& the soul to die