Sitting here watching you read my life..
How i struggled but had the strength to survive..
It makes me restless..
And it's leaving me breathless..
As if all of my secrets are no longer mine..
Gave it away like an expensive bottle of wine..
Everything is out in the open..
Leaving me scared, vonarable and somewhat numb..
Doubting myself on what i just revieled..
Hoping that my heart is strong enough without his almighty shield..
Questioning if you will be the next black page in this story..
Or will you fill my life with your endless glory..
Let's just wait and see what the future will bring..
Will it make my heart sing..
Or will it make a new scar that will forever sting..
I'm not sure if i want to know..
But i guess the future will always show..