Never trust somebody
if you even can't trust yourself
Feeling sad all the time
Thinking of leaving this world
Enjoying sleep more than being awake
Hating your life.. And yourself
Don't know why I feel so sad
Maybe it's all in my head
I smile, but that doesn't mean I'm okay
I just don't wanna live this way
Don't know why I have to stay
'cause my life will never find the right way
Can't find one reason to stay
But millions of reasons to leave and fly away
I know why, if you are asleep
you don't feel the pain in your heart
If you are sleeping you can't
tear yourself apart
If you go to sleep
you hope that you won't wake up
But every morning when you wake up
the pain in your heart awakes even more...