I wonder
why the clouds
are drifting away.
How can I see
so clear.
For years
everything felt
so dark and
everything
reminded me of
those years
I wonder
How can I feel
so close to this,
to life. How can
I feel at all.
For years
I craved for
the end.
Ripping everything
apart and burn it.
And burn me with it.
I wonder
what happend.
I see the light
I feel the light
and it frightens me.
But here I am
Standing up right.
No longer dying.
I came back.
At Im stronger then ever.
- I'm sorry for leaving
you there -