Sometimes
You get fooled by your own feelings
Sometimes
You get sick of your own sight
Sometimes
You get hurt by your own words
And sometimes
Just sometimes
You feel pain of being you
Are you feeling love
Is it love mixed with pain
Are you feeling peacefull
Is it peacefull mixed with war
Are you feeling happy
Is it happiness mixed with hurt
You get fooled by your feelings
You are experiencing yourself
You see your own
Your smile
Your laugh
Your eyes
But you know that isn’t you
You are getting sick of your own sight
Your are listening to yourself
You hear what u are saying
You don’t understand what you are hearing
Your confused trying to understand
You are hurt by your own words
You don’t want to feel mixed up
You want to see it clear
You don’t want to hate your sight
You want to love it with all your heart
You don’t want to hear what you are saying
You want to hear what you are not hearing
You don’t want to feel pain
You just don’t
So you walk away from who you are
And continue to feel pain
Pain of being you