Tired
~tired~
I don't wanna lie anymore
about how I am doing.
Everything goes wrong
but I don't say it.
It's not supposed to be wrong
so i can't talk about it.
Well, everything seems okay:
I do eat everything of my list
- most of the time -
I become the fat girl
I used to be...
But nothing has changed inside
I've got the same thoughts
my feelings are the same
and I... I am still struggling.
I am tired...
exhausted of illness
worn-out of fighting against tears
I wanna lay down, fall asleep
and... never wake up again.
I don't wanna lie anymore
about how I am doing.
Everything goes wrong
but I don't say it.
It's not supposed to be wrong
so i can't talk about it.
Well, everything seems okay:
I do eat everything of my list
- most of the time -
I become the fat girl
I used to be...
But nothing has changed inside
I've got the same thoughts
my feelings are the same
and I... I am still struggling.
I am tired...
exhausted of illness
worn-out of fighting against tears
I wanna lay down, fall asleep
and... never wake up again.
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Alaska: | Zondag, maart 01, 2009 18:29 |
| Sterk... je kun wel braaf alles eten wat ze willen, maar vanbinnen blijft de ziekte.. Maar als je wat lichamelijk sterker bent heb je misschien de kracht om geestelijk ook beter te worden. En ik geloof in jou! Als je wilt mag je mailen he? Liefs en stertke :) |
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| Auteur: Allysson | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: pantarhei | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 01 maart 2009 | ||
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