Everything changed.
Like I already feared.
Situations are disappeared
knew things would change after we met..
The confirmation of this fear makes my eyes turn wet.
How I hoped everything would be different this time.
But like before there will be no penny, no dime.
Although I did not completely lost you yet.
the feeling of loosing is what I still get.
I guess all I can do is try to be a dearest friend.
And I will be there for you until the very end.
I have to find a way to turn around my love for you.
Turn around in friendship and without feelings too.
This is very hard I just know.
Though my feelings will never completely go.
Knowing you too long for this.
It just hurts cupid’s arrow did miss.
For you told me everything would me all right.
But I already have these changes in sight.
Changes like how you talk to me,
And how our conversations used to be.
I hoped this time things would go right.
But I guess I have to learn I have a lonely life in sight.
<i>Bart Kempers © 10-3-2009<\i>