My hands seem to be tied ...

Fear, deep dark fear ...

I have to move on some day ...

but it seems as though my hands are tied ...

how long wil I stay so apathic to the world ...

and to my future ...

I've never been this way before in my life! ...

when 'things' went wrong no matter how or what ...

in a job or in a relationship or anything else ...

I've allways been perfectly able and capable to start all over again ...

this apathy I'm going through nowadays is so very strange to me ...

this is not me ...

it's allthough I'm looking at myself and seeing someone lying in some sort of a coma (figularly spoken!) ...

starting over used to be easy for me ...

now a deep dark fear of having to change my life all over again after so many times ...

makes my hands and even feet sort of glued up to a chair and my feet glued up to the floor ...

lately my whole body goes itching too ...

of the fear of changing all over again ...!!!

please dear God help me to get my strength back again???

yours sincerely

Geschreven door

Sammie Beltane

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Sammie Beltane:	Dinsdag, maart 24, 2009 13:42
ThanX Elenore, liefs Sammie X

Elenore De Groote:	Dinsdag, maart 24, 2009 02:22
Very beautiful written! Greetz, Elenore xxx

Sammie Beltane:	Zaterdag, maart 21, 2009 00:34
ThanX dear friend, I hope so too, greetz Sammie X

PoeMustDie:	Zaterdag, maart 21, 2009 00:30
Kinda like nice, man! Praying seems very good, yes I believe, it really is, it is a moment of silence! Hope to you God answers to it! PMD

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Auteur: Sammie Beltane
Gecontroleerd door: pantarhei
Gepubliceerd op: 21 maart 2009
Thema's: [Toekomst] [Angst] [Ironie]