Every night
Alone in my room
I sit by myself
Trying to fight
The unfair feelings
That keep me up all night

Every time
When I try to love
I’m being pushed away
No love ever accepted
I might actually frighten people
So I’ll never stay

Every day
Reminded of something
That I can’t get a hold on
Reminding me of the pain
That I might eventually
End up completely insane

Every minute
I feel it in my gut
When will I be good enough
When will love accept me
It seems that I’m locked
And you’ve thrown away the key

Every hour
It is in my head
Mentally and physically
Tired of being alone
I cry myself to sleep
Whenever nobody’s home

Every morning
I wake up
with you on my mind
How hard I try to block you out
You keep reminding me
It’s love I have to live without