It's like something you can't describe
Something that hurts too much
Something that's killing you from the inside
Something that's haunting you
I've never felt okay
even when you were my boy
I felt weak
but not as weak as I am now
I've had better days
and I know better times are coming
but that doesn't make the pain in my heart less
but at the same time, it gives hope
Hope, to carry on and to enjoy everyday
Hope, to sing alone and feeling okay
Hope to be with you again
Hope, it stays in my heart
But it's tearing me apart