Living in a war,
Knowing I have to fight.
Just like a real soldier,
Searches for his light.
The voice in my head,
My enemy and my friend.
I can´t let it go,
It´s just like a helping hand.
I know it isn´t healthy,
But this is controlling me.
I know I have to stop this,
But this is just the voice wants to be.
Now I´m closed in my own world,
And I just want to be free…
I´ll never get out of this war.
Cause now my eating disorder, really is a part of me.