I miss you
I met you more than three years ago
We sort of went with the flow
Hearing your name always made me glow
Now we never talk anymore, though
In those years I had other guys
They all ended with goodbyes
But no tears were ever found in my eyes
I was hiding behind my circle of defense, my disguise
A lot of terrible things happened in three years
Death, betrayal, depression, all the pain and fears
It cost me a lot of lonely tears
But in the end that all lessens and maybe even disappears
All those terrible things left me without emotion
I had no goal, no spirit, no devotion
I have no feelings, I stand without motion
But you were always there, like a mind’s notion
You told me more than once that you loved me
That you would be mine if I wanted you to be
I had no proof that you meant it, no guarantee
But for the first time in my life I said “I love you”,some troublesome words, those three
I really did love you and I still do
I hope you still do too
You don’t want to talk to me anymore, true
But I just want to say, I love you and I miss you