i can;t believe that i'm depressed again
i thought you were my friend
about the pain and the tears
if i could, i would turn back the time
nobody knows
i hide it inside
so much pain....
so much tears...
so much fear to live on...
i keep on searching but i can't find
to courage to show
to letting you know
that i'm dying
i'm not lying
night after night
with so much pain
i hear myself say
why can't this feeling just fade away