that attempt was my waking
that time i was shaking
that night i couldn't sleep
that night was empty for me

i was thinking about my final goodbye
how could i tell you that i didn't see
that i didn't want to try anymore
just wanted to say goodbye

every time i tought of this
my eyes became red
i would cry, just a tear to shed
but i couldn't

i didn't hear from you, were you alive
i didn't know if you still wanted to die
i didn't know how many cuts there were in your arm
if you could only see that, that was wrong

so we both could say let's stop
put your knife away
it isn't worth it
you don't want to die
even tough we hide it with a smile

that food you didn't eat
made me realise
the fat that i don't need
i can see now
it isn't even worth a try
all that food you want to hide

now lets talk but where are you
is this the time that i loose you
now we just hide it all again
and nobody breaks trough