And say it’s true
Say that I have to try
And don’t give up
I know I should
But my mind don’t wants to
I want more and more
Losing weight is my only goal left
You see me
Falling apart
Getting weaker everytime
I know you want to help
But I won’t let you
I tell you that I don’t need help
But I’m lying
I don’t want you to worry
I don’t want you to waste your life
To give everything you have
You better not think about it
It’s so dangerous
People die, I know
But there’s nothing what can stop me
You tell me how beautiful I am
But I can’t believe
I forgot how to
I destroy everything
I want ana to leave
But saying goodbye is so hard
She’s taking me over
Please take me back
I’m changing
I’m not me anymore
This dark world is coming down
Pull it away
And see the light
I want to run away
And catch it
If I do I’m gone forever
If I don’t it’s getting slowly, painfully better
Alright
I’m going for it
I’ll take your hand
And I’ll fight
I won’t be perfect
I never will
But I have to accept that
You already do
Cuz you say I’m perfect to you
That’s all I want
I didn’t saw I already got
I’m brainwashed by this thing
I hate that I can’t see reality
That I don’t believe the good things
I don’t even understand myself
But it’s getting better now
Slowly dying is no more
One day I will shine
again