~Trash~

Have you ever felt like trash?
Like everyone around
wants to throw you away?
Like they hate you?
Wants to put you down?
Ever?
I hope you could say "Never".

My answer is "Yes"
I feel like it all the time
Actually I am trash...

I want to show the world
I'm not,
but ,aybe my eyes
see different things
than those of everyone around me.
If so, what does that mean?
Do I see in a wrong perspective
or is it something
they should change?

My view is changing
I am seeing myself as thrash
- more and more.
It feels like I'm telling myself lies
but if everyone makes me believe
it really is the truth
what's wrong with believing it too?

Now I know
I was cheating myself
believing I'm more than trash...
I'm not!

* hopelijk klopt het Engels een beetje... *