Once again sadness settles in.
Like it has never left this place,
it even has the same face.
Maybe It does belong with me,
maybe I will never understand why this must be.
I don’t think this will go away,
I think this will remain day by day,
like my shadow.
I quiver and shiver afraid of what will come,
will I be betrayed,
will I end up with no friend?
will I still have her as a friend in the end?
I want to know because this life is so confusing.
I can’t describe it any other way,
I can’t put this feeling in words which I can say.
I can only hope that this will be gone…
…some day