i cannot live with the pain i carry with me
got to many problems
i can't tell anyone
they can't help me anyway
how i can handle my problems
thats the question i ask everyday
but i never get the answer
i cant do it anymore
i dont want to live like this
i cant sleep for nights
because of the dreams i have
i am ruin my school
i cant concetrate
cuz of the problems i have
i cannot live with the pain i carry
i really tryd
i am faking that i am happy
i do that for my mom
I cannot continue it long
they will find out sometime
but they will never understand how i feel
i cant do it anymore
i cant live like this
i need to find a way to handle it
my problems are hard to understand
they will never understand me
because i am not saying a word about it
i doing that for my mom
she will be unhappy when i do that
and i dont want that happen