i got a job in my life
that job is to help my mom
to help my mom fighting
fighting against the cancer

that job is really hard for me
but i need my mom
so i will stay for her

i cut myself, to forget the pain i have
i am doing that so i can help my mom wihtout thinking off the pain
my knife is helping me to help my mom


i will stay for my mom
i will live for my mom

its only one reason
but its a damn good one
i am scared of losing here
i will stay in this world
to help her as many i can
so she will survive

when she is healthy
one problem is gone
but what i will do with the other problems
i still dont know
but i will stay

killing myself doesnt make my mom healthy
thats my only reason
i stay
i stay to help her get healthy
then i will see what i gonna do
a dissicion
between life and dead,,,,
help and let go,,