Let me disappear!
~Let me disappear!~
I've tried so hard
to become someone,
because I wanted
to be loved, heard, seen and noticed.
Doing my best
still I wasn;t good enough.
I was the girl
who did everything wrong
and I'm still...
I don't want to try anymore
I am exhausted
after all those years
I know it's not there for me.
Now I want to hide
and disappear
so I can finally
leave it all behind
I want to be gone.
I don't fit in
don't want to please everyone
all I wanna do now
is to lay down
and to disappear
to say everything goodbye
I want to scream:
"sorry for not being the person
you wanted me to be"
but I can't
I don't even have the strength
to whisper:
"Help!"
I've tried so hard
to become someone,
because I wanted
to be loved, heard, seen and noticed.
Doing my best
still I wasn;t good enough.
I was the girl
who did everything wrong
and I'm still...
I don't want to try anymore
I am exhausted
after all those years
I know it's not there for me.
Now I want to hide
and disappear
so I can finally
leave it all behind
I want to be gone.
I don't fit in
don't want to please everyone
all I wanna do now
is to lay down
and to disappear
to say everything goodbye
I want to scream:
"sorry for not being the person
you wanted me to be"
but I can't
I don't even have the strength
to whisper:
"Help!"
Reacties op dit gedicht
| _juSt A GiRl__: | Dinsdag, februari 02, 2010 21:59 |
| heey, mooi geschreven! snap wat je voelt. ik voel me nog steeds zo af en toe. maar weet wel dat er ooit een dag zal zijn dat alles anders kan worden, en beter. dus hou hoop. |
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| Alaska: | Dinsdag, februari 02, 2010 21:29 |
| niet verdwijnen meisje, niet doen alsjeblieft? je hoeft niet in te fitten, je bent prima zoals je bent. en jij kunt vechten, ik geloof in je. |
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| Auteur: Allysson | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 02 februari 2010 | ||
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