~In the end~

The sun is gone
the dark has come
everyone has left
I'm here
alone
crying
nobody may see me
this is who I really am
Scared

I wonder
what will be
in the end
and then I disappear
I'm too afraid
life is going to be worse
I'm afraid I'll know
I'm not worth to live
I'm scared
nobody will understand me

Nobody wants to know
what I'm going through
and that's the reason
I don't want them to

I don't want to tell
what I really feel inside
because it's too dark
and I don't want anyone
to feel the pain I feel,
to cry the tears I cry
to see the fears I see
to touch the scars I have
the scars I have felt,
the scars I have touched
the scars I have made...
I don't want them to see ME
I want them to be happy
and the only way they can
is by ignoring me.
So let me just disappear.
When i'm alive
it won't be good for you
In the end.