I’m being pressed
To a small box
Pushed over my limits
In my stomach
The pressure is building
Till it reaches my neck
It hurts my shoulders
When I breathe
When I manage to breathe
And it wants to dissolve
Nothing makes me feel better
I just want to explode
Feel the space around me
But I can’t
And I’m scared
I’m scared I’m not strong enough to overcome this...
Now I’m disappointed in myself
By giving up
But I realise
It might not be just me
When I feel my deformed body
And my scars
I feel defeated again
It messes me up so bad,
just to make one little thing right
That little thing I can only see
Trough a mirror
That most people take for granted
That most people mess up
‘Cause they don’t know what they have
And they definitely don’t appreciate it
Being healthy
While I would have given so much
For a healthy spine.