I'm just so far away
your voices sound like whisperings
I know what I want to say
what kind of life is this
waves are streaming throug me
screamings, frightness, numb
and I stare, I don't know what I see
I know, but this could be just..
Maybe it's a kiss of death
who I married with when I was twelve
my first love I have ever met
that gave me feelings of hating myself
Days will end, as so I prommice
it wasn't ment, I can't forgive
when you had me numb, why didn't you kill me
why did you leave me breathing in this kind of living
This is me
staring in the eyes of nothing
zombie
the absence is in which I'm drowning.