It is hard to tell my story
It is not hard to see my past
It is reflecting in my eyes
The scars on my heart
You feel them every time
When you lay your head down
Your head down on my chest
You are worried that I can’t take it
It is hard to tell you my story
You wouldn’t understand
Where I’ve been trough
You wouldn’t understand
Where I came from
When you see the picture’s from my past
You always see a smile
But you can’t see me cry
You will never, never see a tear
Fall that came out off my past
Look at me
No really look at me
Please tell me why you are still here
I don’t deserve it and I never have
Try to write down what I feel
But that seems so far away now
It is so hard to tell my story
It is so hard to see what I feel
Am I afraid or just realistic?
Push you away when you come to close
Never tell what is going on
Cause my mask is stuck
Look at me please
And tell me why don’t you leave
Now you know I can’t tell you a thing
It is just too hard to tell the story
It is not that I don’t trust you
Listen buddy
It is and never will be the same
I was never what you expected
I will always but really always
Hurt you and never tell you why
Cause it is hard to tell you my story