~Wait for me!!!~
I want the world to wait for me
I can’t stand it this way
Everything’s continuing
But I can’t anymore
All I got in my mind
Are questions, pain,
Wishes I’ll die
So I don’t have to go through this
I can’t just hold on
Just go on with my life like this
It’s killing me and all I want to do
Is letting go of life.
There’s nothing worse than
Dying when you’re staying alive
Like nothing’s going on.
It all feels like I can’t catch any breath
And I’m not sure I want to
It all feels useless to go on
What can I do after all?
Doesn’t anybody see me
Knows about my struggling
Sees someone the pain I feel inside
I want to lose but cannot leave?
Still I carry everything along
Making me tired like hell
Scared like hell
I just can’t let go of this