Blue

I’ve been your slave since the moment we met
though I know I’ll be the first one you’ll forget
I’ll smile like an angel, fallen from grace
just to pretend that I’m okay
it’s a shame to know that you’re alive
and it’s a waste to feel this pain inside
your cold heart makes me cry
but my river of tears has run dry

this love is making me feel blue
this love I had with you, lies cruel
and today I knew that I’m still not okay
with seeing your face every minute of every day
it rips my heart out just to know that you’re alive
it destroys my day to see you smile
sometimes I wish that I had died
long before you discovered that I was alive

I want to hurt you the moment you speak
I want to kill every girl you meet
I never wanted to fool you, no
but you made it so easy that I just had to go on
it removes my smile just to know that you’re alive
and it’s a waste that I’m longing for a knife
your nasty rumours are destroying me inside
you know me, so you know… you know
that you have to be aware of your life

Love’s Requiem ©