memories flying trough my head,
when i think of you,
my heart burns from pain,
when i see you,
tears come in my eyes,

crying, almost dieng,
smiling, inside dieing,

my head becomes dark,
my heart falling apart
when i think of you,
when i see you,
i can only think of walking away
walking away searching for freedom

every night my memories come
my nightmare starts,
dreaming of what you did
and what you said

i wake up, get dressed with a smile.
nobody will see my head becomes dark,
and my heart falling apart.

i'm just a teenager,
i have too many problems
that i need to hide,
every day, every week, every month
and every year, i wear a smile.

*behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh i'm falling apart, Look closely and you will see the girl you see, isnt me!*