Why can I say that I love you?
I can say that I love you,
And fall in love with someone else,
Still knowing how special you where
and still are to me...
Still knowing how much you meant
and still means to me...
Still knowing you're the one I will never forget
Still knowing that you're the one for me...
I don't know what I see in you
But I guess I'll never see that...
Cuz whatever you'll do,
Whatever you'll say
You'll never ganne hurt me that way...
You have allready broke my heart once...
Well..maybe twice...
So it's no surprice
you did it another time again...
Do you like it to see me crying?
Do you like it to see me really hurted?
Do you like it to hurt me the way you're doing now all the time?
Well..I don't know why I care so much about you,
as I do right now...
I don't know why I can say that I really love you,
and mean it with whole my heart...
I have no clue...
And I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for all those times I let you down
I'm sorry for all those times I bored you with my stories...
I'm sorry for all those stupid things I've done...
Can you forgive me one day?
Can you forgive me for all those things I need to cary the blame?
Sometimes you can make me feel so lonely
Sometimes you can make me feel so sad
Sometimes you can make me feel so happy
Sometimes you can hurt me so deeply,
only by speaking some stupid words..
Sometimes you can make me cry...
You can really make my mood,
And I'n not sure if I really like that...
You can make me and you can break me...
You can make me feel so ingnored,
You can make me feel such a nuisance...
You can make me feel so unwelcom...
It looks like you really hate me...
I won't ask you if I'm wrong or right...
I won't...
Cuz deep inside my heart I know for certain,
That if I'll ask you that...
You'll say that I see it wrong,
that you don't hate me...
Well I'm sorry to say,
But with some things you don't have to ask for the truth...
You can feel it...
You can feel if you're welcom,
You can feel if someone really likes you
You can feel if someone is ignoring you...
You can feel it all...
So I don't think I really need an answer from you...
I just knew it all the way along....
But why did you needed to let it come so far?
Why did you needed me to feel welcom in the first place?
Why did you needed to help me out anytime?
Why did you asked me for help all those times before?
Why oh why did you wanted to make me cry?
Why didn't you ignored me from the start?
Why do you need to see me falling slowely apart?
I can't understand why...
I really have no clue...
I can scream from my window,
I can cry all out loud
But it won't ganne help...
You're still there,
stucked inside my head...
Can't find you way out...
Cuz on the run, you got lost
And you can't find your way back home again...
And as long as I won't let you out
you're ganne ignore me...
Well I'm sorry to say...
But if you're ganne play it this way...
I think you're ganne stay there forever...
Forever stucked inside my head...
Cuz I can't let you out...
I let you in,
And I can't get you so easily out...
You're to special for me to forget...
I'm sorry...
I just can't...