In my imagination he is there
Smiling and telling that he loves me
That I’m perfect and great
That I’m just the woman he wants me to be
But in real life there's no one
No one who tells me that I’m great
No one who even smiles at me
It hurts but I guess that's my fate
I see people around me who look fantastic
I know I will never look like that
I’m even afraid of my own reflection
Just seeing myself in the mirror makes me sad
Men never look at me or talk to me
They just turn their face the other way
Making fun and laugh about me
They think I don't know what they say
It hurts like someone puts a knife through my heart
They kill me from inside
But they don't even care
That I have to cry myself to sleep every night